well i've decided to make this *once again* my story account only.
so i went out and created myself a personal account. buriedwithhate so if ur one of my friends who *unfortunately* doesn't like my stories *lol* then add buriedwithhate.
On a even sadder note i just came from mtv.com and read an article about JK Rowling. it's looking more and more likely that poor Harry is going to be killed off... i hope not. It's also sounded like Snape is still an ally for the trio... i just can't wait until the final harry potter book comes out so we can settle all these questions. Although i sure am going to miss the books.

For the last few weeks i've been a bit busy. I went to a concert in Traverse City on the 17th and it was quite awsum. Between The Buried And Me was the first band and Dragonforce was the headliners. They have wicked guitar solos. I got Tommy Rogers *the lead vocals of BTBAM* autograph... he's got the cutest butt just for ya'll to know.

Well when i got home from the concert i didn't have any power. I was so mad... i didnt' get it back until thursday the 20th and then my phone got shut off... which i didnt get back on for a full week.... thursday the 27th and now i'm just getting onto livejournal... well i got to go i have to clean the house... unfortunatly...
lots of love
brittany

Title: A 'Tug-A-War' Love
Author: alphabet_soup89
Pairing: H/D H/R R/D
Rating: PG13
Warning(s): little bit of angst and possible fluff *egh i dunno*
Word count: 1892
Disclaimer: Characters are the property of JK Rowling, et al. This drabble/fic was written for fun, not for profit.
Author's note: I'm not good at writing but I thought this would be kind of cute.
Summary: It’s Harry’s fifth year and he’s been going out with Draco Malfoy for about a month. It’s Christmas vacation and Draco’s gone home. Harry has stayed at Hogwarts and so have Ron and Hermione.
( Read Me )

( A conversation with a friend of mine saying that he 'wants' me )



Okay so I don't really know if I should believe him. I mean he's never done anything that would cause supicion. Like he's never been an ass to me. He's always been nice to me and we had a blast in our Art class. So if i'm not being lied to then i dunno what i want to do. So please if everyone could read it and tell me what u think?
I love you all
Kisses and Hugs
♥ Brittany ♥

Well after many, many hours of editing *i know i'm a drama queen* i have finally finished editing my journal. Come check it out, it's totally new. No more bright pink, yellow, and green. Now it's just white, black, and a little rainbow here and there.

Can't wait until tomorrow... I get to see Philip again. *sighs*

Well I best be going... before mom gets mad.

Stripped Of Innocence by AccioLife

You should read it and give AccioLife some reviews.
No clue who the person is... for serious. I'm just being *looks around the room* generous, and umm... "pimping" some random storie.

i thought i was going to kill my mom today. she politely asked me to go untangle HER dog's chain... so I was. then when i get out there she yell's at me to get out of the way. AFTER i grabbed her dog from getting loose. she was standing on our steps and i was about ready to push her down them. gawd did she make me mad. all i could think about was how bad i wanted to hurt her. thank goodness i held it in cuz that wouldn't had been a pretty ending. so now she's all pissed at me and refused to let me on the internet so i had my dad do it instead. HAHAHA TAKE THAT BITCH!

So monday night i went to a friends house. Tuesday we found an old friend of mine that I hadn't seen for a year. I hung out with Philip for that whole evening from 5pm-12:30pm.
Me and Beth were at his place around 7 and then he sent her to Main Street Pizza to get forks and all that jazz... that's when he pinned me down. My goodness is he strong. He ended up giving me a hickey. That butt-fart. After a while we left and went to her place (Beth's) then I left her and our other friend (Jolene) at her house. I went back to Phil's apartment and we hung out some more.
Oh I forgot to tell ya'll who don't know. Phil is gay, or says he is... I'm pretty sure he's only bisexual cuz he don't like it up the butt, he only likes to give it up the butt.
Anywhoo... later that night me and Jolene went back to Philip's cuz I got mad at him... then I realized it was 10:30pm and boring walking around Lakeview by ourselves. So we all walked down to the park, a frickin cop passed us at least 2-3 times. When we got to the park Philip and I started making out and didn't stop until we got back to his apartment. Well technically we did stop but we didn't stop for long.
Yes it's very hard to walk and make out at the same time...
Philip told me I could stay the night... but I said no cuz if Jolene's mom came home and I wasn't there... there would be a problem.
It's funny cuz Philip is like 19 and still a virgin... with girls... so I'm glad I didn't stay the night cuz while we were walking to the park he kept on trying to convince me to have sex with him.
Well what do ya'll think... did I do the right thing saying "no" of course ya'll will say yes so I don't know why I asked you...

I'm Going To Bed
♥Brittany♥

{*}when you look at me and i look away that's my way of saying i like you to pieces
{*}when i giggle at everthing you say [scratch the sad stuff] that means i can't stand not being around you
{*}when i look at you then look away when you look over... that means ur so purrty i can't help but look
{*}when ur talking to other girls and i get all sad/depressed that means i'm jealous
{*}when i glare at you when ur lying on the floor that means i hope you die for all the pain you've caused me


[!^!A little list for all the boys out there!^!]

(&)When you dis on me or any of my friends you can expect a fight
(&)When you act like your better than everyone, you can expect to be bitched about
(&)When you think you can choose my life for me then you can go to hell
(&)Talking is one thing and Doing is another... don't talk about shit you aint never done.
(&)If you even look at my guy you can expect to die


[!^!A little list for all the gals out there!^!]

Mr. Greg Oshnock can go die. He failed me, or said he's going to. And that's bullshit. I got a 56% on my exam... that's 20% of my 12 week grade. He shouldn't be able to grade me cuz i should have a C in there for the 12 weeks... a C or a B-... it's bullshit. He's failing me cuz I went to work in the hall on Wednesday. It's so stupid. It's not fair. I always just walk out of his class and he never cares. He don't like me cuz i'm fat and not a jock. See he's the varsity football coach for our highschool... oh and he's sexist.

After he told me I would fail the class I just up and left cuz I could feel the tears start to come. I went into the bathroom and went into the stall, sat on the floor, and cried my eyes out. I never wanted to fail any class. I hate getting C's. Everyone tells me C means your average, well a C makes me feel stupid. So you can imagine what an F makes me feel like. I tried so fucking hard on that damn Exam. Gawd I just want to shoot that teacher.

I was so distraught that I didn't say bye to any of my friends. Hopefully I get to see some of them over the summer. I hate everything about today.

The one good thing about today is that I got a 94% on my Physical Science Exam. Which rocks cuz I thought I was going to bomb it. That's the best grade I've gotten on anything in that class.

Well that's it for tonight. Hopefully Max calls me soon, I feel like I'm about ready to fall apart if I don't get to talk to him...

With Love,
Brittany

It's finally came to. I made a mistake. I shouldn't have renewed a friendship with someone close to me. I will give it a bit longer but if they are still acting how they currently are then it will be the end for good.

My weekend was anything from lovely. Saturday my brother showed up drunk off his ass. This was all occuring around Midnight. He was banging on the door yelling "MOM". So I opened the door and told him mom wasn't home. He looked at me and told me "Don't lie. I don't like liars". I repeated the statement and said, Mom's at Steve and MaryAnn's... he told me to get my dad. I shut the door and went and got dad told him Jeremy was here, drunk, and wanted to talk to him. He came in and started mumbling some shit and kept asking for mom... eventually he called her and then he kept asking for his "firetruck". "I want my firetruck. I'm not fucking kidding. If I don't get my firetruck Stan will end up in the swamp". Stan is my dad. So yeah that was a very eventful night. My dad ended up taking my brother home and the next day he called dad and apologized. that was pretty weird. he never apologizes.

Right now I'm feeling more spiritful about God than I ever have in my life. If you guys have ever heard of the Christian band Kutless then you should know the song "Promise of a Lifetime" well it's amazing. I love it so much:
I have fallen to my knees/As I sing a lullaby of pain/ i'm feeling broken in my melody/ as i sing to help the tears go away/then i remember the pledge you made to me/ i know you're always there/ to my every prayer inside/ i'm clinging to the promise of a lifetime/ i hear the words you say/ to never walk away from me and leave behind/ the promise of a lifetime will you help me fall apart/ pick me up, take me in your arms/ find my way back from the storm/ and you show me how to grow/ through the change/ i still remember the pledge you made to me/ i am holding on to the hope i have inside/ with you i will stay through every day/ putting my understanding aside/ and i am comforted
see how beautiful the song is. I fell in love with this band-KUTLESS-

i'm 16 i've gotten drunk i've smoked cig's i hate whores i wish i was a whore i hate myself i hate my body sometimes i wish i was never born (like 88% of the time) i love you (applies to little) i hate you (applies to many) i wish you were still here (applies to 5) i've tried to kill myself *taking pills (ODing) *cutting myself *choking myself *refusing to breathe i have relatives who do some illegal stuff i dream of being raped i wish someone would kidnap me i want to be important i think drama is fucked up i don't know what i'd do w/out drama i want to be diagnosed with ADD i've had sugery i've dreamt of killing family members i hope someone finds this and gives it to Mrs. Miller i still love Max i hate Dave i'm a virgin i visualize killing people when i'm angry i'm not capable of murder or suicide i love attention i hate attention i want to get out of michigan i really want to fuck *her* up i think highschool drop-outs are stupid sometimes i think about dropping out, and growing up to be a bum i've shaved my arms i hate my feet i've made out with a girl i think lesbianism is weird i love gay guys gay sex turns me on guys making out turns me on i've mastrubated while talking on the phone to my boyfriend *i didn't tell him i want to die, and see my funeral hurting people when i'm depressed makes me happy seeing people sad when i'm upset makes me happy i want peace i want to leave and never come back i hate repeatition i hate repeatition i think yellowcard sux i wish Justin Timberlake would fall in a whole and break his face i still listen to the backstreet boys i wish i was skinny i've tried starving myself i used to be bulemic i love bobby- my gay princess that's just some of the shit i keep inside me

i really have to pee

i think i made a horrible mistake.
i'm afraid history is going to repeat itself.
and i hate this feeling.
i just want to get over this whole fucking thing.

Some 100 students at Lakeview High School in Lakeview Michigan were suspended for "skipping school (myself included).
On May 8th numerous students walked out of class to protest the cut of some 5 or 6 teaching positions.
The principal came out and told us to go back to class or else we would be suspended. We thought we had freedom of speech so we continued our demonstration.
I guess we were wrong.
Then on May 9th we were all called down to the office *about 5 at a time* and suspended for May 10th.
Today we all must stay home and return on May 11th. It's bullshit but it was worth it.

On May 8th we also went to the board meeting and protested silently. The board was supposed to make the decision to whether or not cut the teachers but after our demonstration i guess they post-poned it.

<3 Brittany

P.S.
Do we rock or what?